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  Brendan D. Towell

Reconsiderations:
​A Collection of
Thoughts & Reflections

Personal musings on a wide-range of topics & interests. Posts vary therefore in both theme, depth, & length (also in frequency). Some posts are more professional, while others will be more casual. My publications with the National Catholic Register can be accessed via their website. Enjoy! 

​A Gospel for the Conclave: Obedience, Love, and the Petrine Office

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While my “favorite” Gospel is Luke’s (for personal reasons), one of my all-time favorite Gospel passages was proclaimed today, on the Third Sunday of Easter (Year C): John 21:1–19.

I couldn’t help but reflect on how this passage is the perfect one to meditate on as the College of Cardinals prepares to seal the doors of the Conclave this Wednesday (May 7th). This Gospel is so rich in the way it presents the relationship between Jesus and St. Peter—and, by extension, the Lord’s ongoing relationship with Peter’s successors: the popes.
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I offer a brief exegetical breakdown of some key moments in the Gospel, which I hope readers will take to heart and prayerfully reflect on. If you missed Mass, I encourage you to read the passage first HERE.

The Boat as the Church

The “boat” has long symbolized the Church. The apostles are out fishing but catching nothing—until they accept direction and obey the Lord by casting their nets in a new way. Then they have a bountiful catch. So too, our next pope must be obedient to the call and instruction of Jesus. It’s no coincidence that the word obedient comes from the Latin ob-audire, meaning "to listen to."

Peter’s Eagerness and His Clothes

Once Jesus is identified as the one giving instruction from the shore, notice Peter’s curious reaction—he “tucked in his garment” (depending on the translation) before jumping into the water. He doesn’t strip down to avoid getting wet. Instead, he remains clothed and rushes to Jesus.

In Scripture, nakedness often symbolizes shame, going all the way back to Adam in Genesis. But Peter, unlike Adam, is not naked before the Lord. He is clothed—albeit soaking wet—and unashamed. I also love the immediacy of Peter’s response. Once he realizes it’s Jesus, he acts without hesitation. One can only hope the next pope is just as eager to “jump” into action in the name of Christ.

153 Fish and the Mission of the Church

Any time Scripture offers an oddly specific number, pay attention! The number of fish hauled in is recorded as 153. Why that number?

Scholars note that 153 was believed to be the number of known fish species in the ancient world at the time. The author of John likely chose this figure to show that Christ’s universal (catholic) Church is meant for all people. Every “kind” is welcome. Everyone is invited to the feast.

This is a beautiful detail often overlooked by the average congregant.

And notice who hauls in the net - Peter, by himself. Earlier in the passage, the apostles as a group can’t bring in the net, but Peter is the one who draws all the fish to Christ. And “the net was not torn.”

Indeed, it is the pope (more so then any other bishop) who has the particular responsibility of drawing us to Christ and keeping us united to Him. And when he does so with an authentic and faithful heart, the Church will not be torn apart. We will remain as one.

“Do You Love Me?” – A Deeper Look at the Greek

At the end of the Gospel, we get a fascinating exchange between Jesus and Peter that often gets flattened in English translation.

In Koine Greek, the language of the New Testament, there are multiple words for “love.” In English, we only have one—so the subtlety in this dialogue is often lost.

Too often, we read this simply as a threefold affirmation of love to counter Peter’s threefold denial. And while that’s certainly part of the meaning, there’s more going on.

Let’s define the two key Greek words used:
ἀγαπάω (agapáō): Divine, selfless, unconditional love


φιλέω (philéō): Brotherly affection or friendship


Here’s how the conversation unfolds:

First Time (v.15)
 Jesus: "Simon, son of John, do you love (ἀγαπᾷς) me more than these?"
 Peter: "Yes, Lord, you know that I love (φιλῶ) you."

Second Time (v.16)
 Jesus: "Simon, son of John, do you love (ἀγαπᾷς) me?"
 Peter: "Yes, Lord, you know that I love (φιλῶ) you."

Third Time (v.17)
 Jesus: "Simon, son of John, do you love (φιλῶ) me?"
 Peter was grieved and replied: "Lord, you know everything; you know that I love (φιλῶ) you."

Many scholars suggest that Jesus is gently guiding Peter (and his successors) from a place of overconfidence to a humbler, more grounded love. The final shift (when Jesus uses philéō) shows that Jesus meets Peter where he is, emotionally and spiritually.

The message is clear: even imperfect love, if sincere, is enough.

A Prayer for the Next Pope

As the College of Cardinals gathers this week, my hope is that they are attentive to the Holy Spirit and choose a faithful successor to St. Peter - one who will gather, feed, tend to, and defend Christ’s flock.

May he love Christ, not just with lofty words, but with real action. May he, like Peter, jump into the water fully clothed and unashamed, ready to serve.
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Peeling Back the Wallpaper: Rediscovering the Beauty of Vatican II

2/18/2025

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Growing up in the Church of the 1990s, I came to know faith through what I now describe as the "wallpaper and carpet" Church. It was a Church filled with well-meaning catechists and priests who sincerely desired to bring the faith alive for the people. However, with hindsight, I can see now that their efforts (even then) were often dated, superficial, and disconnected from the timeless beauty of Catholic tradition. The liturgies were heavy on creativity but light on reverence. Catechesis relied on felt banners and guitar songs, often lacking the theological depth and richness our faith contains.

As I matured, I began to suspect there was more - something deeper and more beautiful - hidden behind the floral wallpaper and shag carpeting of the Churches I knew. I discovered it through personal study, prayer, and encounters with others who had walked a similar journey. Beneath the sometimes cheesy veneer of the post-conciliar Church, I found the hardwood floors of the Second Vatican Council.

The Hardwood Floors of Vatican II
The Council was, and remains, a masterpiece of the Holy Spirit’s guidance. Its teachings on the liturgy, the role of the laity, and the Church’s mission in the modern world are as profound and inspiring as they are challenging. The Council Fathers envisioned a Church deeply rooted in tradition yet alive to the needs of the contemporary world - a Church that shines as a beacon of truth, goodness, and beauty. So what went wrong? 

The fault lies not with the Council, but with its implementation. In the years that followed (which shaped the Church of my parent’s generation), too many well-meaning individuals misinterpreted or misunderstood the Council's intent. Rather than building upon the rich foundation of Vatican II, many opted for shortcuts - laying down carpets where wood needed to be refinished, pasting up wallpaper instead of showcasing the natural beauty of the walls. This was done in large part to attempt to accommodate the tastes and trends of the time - an evangelical strategy which confused engagement with accommodation. On this point, the prophetic words of the late Pope Emeritus Benedict XVI come to mind; Benedict said, “An adult faith does not follow the waves of fashion and the latest novelties.” 

As a theology teacher, I see this dynamic most clearly in catechesis. The generation tasked with implementing Vatican II often reduced its profound teachings to slogans and soundbites. The treasure chest of the Church’s teachings was boiled down to “God loves you,” stripped of the depth that gives that truth its power. The result? Many young Catholics walked away from the Church, not because they rejected Her teachings, but because they were never truly introduced to them. Like the young St. Augustine, who in his famous
Confessions admitted that he rejected the Church based on the objections of others, rather than having formed an intelligent opinion of his own. 


The liturgy, too, suffered. Instead of using Vatican II’s call for "noble simplicity" to renew our worship, many saw it as a green light to strip away beauty and solemnity in favor of a casual, community-centered experience. The focus shifted from the sacred mysteries of Christ’s sacrifice to what felt, at times, like a staged performance.


Resistance to Renewal
Unfortunately, many priests formed in the seminaries of the 70’s and 80’s now look with disdain on younger clergy, catechists, and educators who seek to restore the beauty and reverence of the faith. In particular, these younger priests, inspired by the authentic teachings of Vatican II, are reintroducing traditional practices like wearing cassocks, celebrating Mass in Latin, and incorporating the “smells and bells” of incense and chant into liturgical celebrations. To the older generation, this return to tradition can feel like a rejection of their efforts - a tearing up of the carpet they laid down and the wallpaper they hung with good intentions. They fight to preserve these remnants, often labeling the younger clergy as “rigid” or “out of touch.” In my own experience I have even had a priest tell me that “your Church is dead and it isn’t the 1950’s anymore.” To this rather aggressive accusation, I politely retorted, “Father, it also isn’t 1980.” This resistance only underscores the need for clarity and charity in restoring the faith’s true beauty and a reminder of the timelessness of the Church. The goal is not to undo Vatican II but to fulfill its vision by reclaiming what was lost or obscured. 

A Sign of Hope: Rising Attendance in Traditional Parishes
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Interestingly, many of the parishes where younger priests embrace traditional practices are seeing a notable increase in Mass attendance. A study published by CARA (Center for Applied Research in the Apostolate) in February 2025 found that overall Mass attendance at Catholic parishes is up, especially for major feasts, and is trending in a positive direction. Anecdotal evidence also supports this trend: parishes where priests introduce elements of tradition often report increased participation in the sacraments, particularly among young families and Millennials. These faithful are drawn not by nostalgia but by a hunger for the beauty, mystery, and transcendence that Vatican II sought to renew in the Church’s life and liturgy. A link to Traditional Latin Masses in the Archdiocese of Philadelphia (where I live) can be found here. 

Today, our task is clear: we need to peel back the wallpaper and pull up the carpets. We need to rediscover the beauty and truth of Vatican II in its authentic form, not the watered-down or misunderstood version that emerged in its wake. For me, this begins in the classroom. As a theology teacher, I strive to give my students more than just platitudes. I introduce them to the rich tapestry of Church teaching, the drama of salvation history, and the beauty of the sacraments. I challenge them to grapple with the deep questions of faith and reason. It also means embracing the liturgy as the "source and summit" of our faith. This doesn’t mean reverting to a pre-conciliar mindset, but rather implementing Vatican II’s call for reverent worship that unites us to the eternal mysteries of God.

Pulling Up the Carpet Together
The Church of the future will only thrive if we reclaim the treasures of our past and live them fully in the present. This is not a rejection of Vatican II - it’s a wholehearted embrace of its true intent. We must restore the hardwood floors, not out of nostalgia, but because they are the foundation on which we stand.
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It’s time to show the world the Church as She truly is: not a dated relic of the 60’s, 70’s and 80’s, but the living, breathing Bride of Christ, radiant with the beauty of truth and love. Let’s get to work!

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